Dear Facebook Assholes

I am so fucking sick of you people! I am. I am so fucking sick of putting up with you little, arrogant, shit heads who are more self-centered and selfish than my fucking ex. I am so sick of dealing with you, having you talk to me, and lecture me about how to live my life. How I should be healthier, how I should be nicer to people, how I should be happier. I hear it all the fucking time. "You're so angry!" "Why are you always so angry?" "Gosh, you know that I didn't mean to offend you!" "I was only joking!" "Stop being so sensitive!" "You should really stop seeing all the bad in the world!" "Why don't you try to be happy for once?" All of the fucking time! Well fine. You want to know why I'm angry? You want to know why I'm always so fucking enraged? I'll tell you, and I hope that you fuckers actually listen for once but I highly doubt that will ever happen.

Every day I have to deal with this little thing called transphobia. Yeah, that's right, every single fucking day. I can't tell you how much I hate leaving my house. How I have to go out into the world and worry about passing. How I have to bind and pack so that I -at least- look like a twelve year old boy, and how I have to deal with the comments. Oh my god the fucking comments! They don't even have to be directed at me! The words 'he-she', 'tranny', 'trap', are quite common where I live, it seems, and I have only had one of those words used against me, the word 'tranny', and even then that word -like the others- is mostly used to degrade trans* women. Even so, hearing those fucking words make me rage, you know why? Because they imply violence against trans* people -mostly trans* women as I stated before- and I have been on the receiving end of that violence. I don't need you fucking idiots to remind me of it constantly.

And then there are the other words, the n-word being said from white mouths, mouths that have no right to even let it leave their lips. Other racial slurs and phrases, stereotypes leaving lips without a second thought. Sexism, homophobia, and not to mention the damn gay right activists who are so proud to state that 'the gay rights movement is the new civil rights movement' 'gay is the new black' and blatantly ignoring every black queer person in existence. Fuck you for doing these things. Fuck you for saying these things, encouraging these things, and fuck you for yelling at me when I call you out on them.

Then I go on Facebook, and you little bitches are really good at showing your true selves on there. I'm so glad that you slut shaming assholes are proud to post about how having sex makes you a whore. I'm really appreciative of the fact that it's okay to post racist things so long as it's a 'joke', that it's fine to make rape jokes because 'you would never actually rape somebody', and that 'women should just keep their legs closed anyway', well I didn't open my damn legs for my rapist and I don't know any other victim of rape who did. Oh and saying that I shouldn't mention the fact that I was raped because 'it makes you uncomfortable' it's not only wrong, but it's making everything about you, but you little shit heads are so fucking good at that, aren't you?

How dare your boyfriend break up with you even though you treated him like shit! How dare no one want to date you even though you treat women like objects and constantly objectify them! How dare you be put in the 'friendzone' even though the fact that you use that word shows how disgusting you are! You could never be wrong! You know everything! And if I disagree with you then I'm suddenly the bad guy! If I delete you then you send me a friends request again and a message which guilt-trips me into accepting it again. Of course that last fact is my fault, but I shouldn't have to deal with the guilt-trips in the first place. If I delete you it means that I can't fucking stand you, and I don't want to see your fucking face anymore!

That is why I'm angry. That is why I'm so fucking cynical and pessimistic. That is why I'm 'easily offended' and you idiots are fucking morons if you believe that those aren't legitimate reasons.

- Pako